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It is one of those nights, I can't sleep and I don't know why and for some reason I cannot wipe a stupid grin from off my face. I am a little confused about it because nothing really good has happened recently,  no new news, no new relationship, nothing at all is really new in my life, but here I am awake after midnight smiling like crazy and I have no reason to actually be so happy. It has been a slow build up over the last few days. An over welming sense of hope and happiness has just been building up imside of me, so I had to write about it.
I am sitting uere listening to American Authors loving life and just feeling capable of conquering the world. I just keep thinking about how blessed I am and how awesome my life has been and how wonderful my life is. I can not complain really about how my life is, I am blessed and I know it. I know that I have made some greatchoices in my life that have lead me to where I am and I couldn't be happier.  Life is just funny that way, I am happy. I am happy for no reason.
No, not for no reason, I am hapy that I am alive! I am happy that I am me! That I have had so many wonderful opportunities both in the past and in the future. I am blessed and because of that I am full full of joy and happiness.